putting library time to good use....

My brother's away message on instant messenger right now is, and I quote; "Whatever happened to blogs?" That's a damn good question Sean, and I intend to answer it with as satisfying of an answer as I can possibly muster.

So ok, school started 2 and 1/2 weeks ago and I'm sitting in the campus library as I write for all of you. I have a 2 hour break on Tuesdays and Thursdays which I normally either read in my car, or who am I kidding sleep in my car for the duration. Today I decided to actually get some work done during my break. Anyway, work's done, I still got some time to kill and I want to update everyone.....

I haven't written mainly because I had a busy summer full of partying. This summer went by all too quickly that's for sure. Another reason I haven't gotten around to writing is because the computer at my house is jacked on drugs I think. I firmly believe that mine and my roomie's computer is either haunted or on drugs.....no lie! Pop-ups up the wah-zoo, slow as a snail, shutting down for no apparent reason, all the characteristics of a computer that's on it's last legs. Well whether it's a ghost or drugs it doesn't really matter, what matters is that I have not been able to express myself creatively basically all summer long and that's just ludacris.

School is going surprisingly well for me so far although, I'm still trying to adjust to all my 8:30 in the flippin morning classes. Honestly I didn't think waking up was going to be as difficult as it's become. But, during the summer I didn't see 8:30 unless that's when I was finally going to sleep! So I guess therein lies the problem to my adjusting process. My classes have been running smoothly so far as well. It's also been strange for me to adjust to getting homework done again. I graduated with my associates almost 2 years ago now and going to back to homework has been different for me. All in all I'm excited about this school year and the years ahead. No offense to NY but, I miss it less and less with each day (of course that DOES NOT IN ANY WAY mean I don't miss the people, I miss the people I love more and more each day WITHOUT a doubt) But, I've grown accustomed to life at the beach, as I'm sure most people would who have lived through northern winters all their lives.

A few incidents this summer have caused me to question why I am down here and why I don't just run back home like I did last December. But, I'm not running anywhere anymore. I've done enough of that in my lifetime and it's high time I quit it. Just because situations get a little tough doesn't mean I don't have the inner strength to survive them. I've learned that about myself recently and that makes me rather proud to be me. Anyway, it's always sad to see the summer go, but it's ok because although the winter gets cold.....it certainly won't snow......

Until next time folks (which will hopefully be very soon) hold tight :)